My Christmas List

I want a hell of a lot of things BUT i'm only asking for a some non-expensive things this year so i could get a lot more presents.  We have already set up our tree and there are several presents there already, but none are mine -____-.  ANYWAY here is a list of the things i asked Santa for:

Lip stain: 
Feather Earrings: 
Printed Tights: 
Off the shoulder tee: 
Platforms: 
THAT IS ALL! i also want a contract for my phone but i think that "santa" is already getting me that so i didnt include that in there.

most humiliating moment

I have many, and i mean MANY, embarrassing moments.  Falling in front and spraining my ankle, saying something stupid in front of someone, falling down the stairs, getting teased about something.  There has been a ton and i do have one that stands out in my mind, but it is a bit too personal to post on here so i'll just tell you guys the next best thing.
When i was in kindergarten, I was still living in the Philippines.  It was the end of the school day, and I REALLY needed to go to the bathroom and lets just say it wasn't to go pee. ANYWAY, i was holding it in for the longest time until finally i couldn't hold it in any longer.  I pooped my pants. I turned completely red as i sat in my seat waiting for class to be dismissed.  Everyday at the end of the day the whole class was supposed to line up by the door and wait to get picked up.  Everyone stood up but me and my classmates passed by asking what was wrong and why i wasnt lining up. I all told them i was tired and that I didnt feel like standing up. Eventually my teacher came up to me and asked and  I just started crying until my nanny came to pick me up.

SO FREAKING EMBARRASSING!!!!

Atticus Finch

Atticus Finch is my literary hero. why? well in to To Kill A Mockingbird, Atticus is a lawyer for a black man who is accused for the crime of rape that he did not commit.  In wold full of racism and racial discrimination, defending a seemingly guilty black man is quite risky and will definitely get you out casted by everybody.  Knowing all this, he takes the job anyway.  He risks his life to save someone else, someone that was seen as a low life and was unworthy but in Atticus' eyes everyone deserved a fair chance in life.  

Atticus is my hero because he inspires me to be good, he inspires to me to do things just because it is the right thing to do and not because i would gain anything from it, besides morals of course.  He is a very good role model, for not only children and teen, but adults as well.  

good morning

When i wake up in the morning and open my front door i see the garbage bin, the dirt road, my stray dog and two stray cats, my three cars, grass. I would like to move the garbage bin but it is already located in the most convenient place possible. So, i would just paint it pretty colors and spray perfume on it so that it is not so repelling to look at and smell.  I would give my stray dog (Cody) a bath and tons of meat to eat because he looks hungry all the time.  We have two stray cats and one that we own.  The one we own is named lucky, she's black and she's awesome but very picky. she's like a spoiled princess.  One of our other cats is walnut. she is ADORABLE! she's also very very friendly.  The last one we haven't named but she's shyer and she won't really come near us. that's something i would change. i would have that last cat be more friendly and tamed. i would have all the clouds accumulated in the sky with different shapes each. I would have pretty birds fly around chirping beautiful songs.

My practical paradise

Its nearing sunset and i'm on a beach with nice soft sand for miles around.  The suns strong rays are diluted by the soft clouds, moving lazily across the sky.  My friends will be here soon but i'm content just laying on my towel enjoying the cool gentle breeze. I turn my head to see a little crab running across the beach, charging at the water. It seems that sparkling diamonds were spilled into the ocean, the colorful fish adding to its beauty. Suddenly, i feel drops of water gently landing on my face, i marvel at the sky as it rains while the suns still out making the raindrops look like crystals falling and breaking as it hits the sand. I close my eyes and let the light rain wash away my stress and worries away, at this moment i don't have to please anyone, i don't have any responsibilities.It was just me.
All too soon, I hear engines running from behind me and car doors opening and slamming shut.  I turn to meet all my friends, each one has an excited smile on their faces and in their hands there are different kinds of snacks and drinks.  Someone brought a stereo and we start to play some upbeat music and enjoy each others company. As the sun sinks in the horizon, we have gathered enough firewood for a decent sized bonfire.  Almost immediately the night sky glistens with stars, the music as if on cue changes into something mellow and everyone sits around the bonfire feeling relaxed and just happy. happy to be around friends, happy to have no worries, happy with everything right at this moment.

that would be my PRACTICAL utopia. if we could write a blog about my utopia period, it would go on to a whole other level.

thanksgiving..already???

sheesh time is going by so fast >< the next thing i know i'll be 70 years old walking around with a cane. GAH, its like everythings going by too quickly and i feel that college is closing in on me. hard. and i don't like it. i don't like the idea of leaving everybody here and going off on my own to some big scary college and living by myself =/.  I feel like i'm growing up too fast and theres all these responsibilities that i have to face and talk about getting a job and which college i'm going to and blah blah blah. it sucks, its too much.  I just wanna take a pause and enjoy things for awhile instead of stressing out about everything.  I'm looking forward to the holidays and all (like thanksgiving and christmas) but then its just another indication of how soon it'll be a new year, soon i'll be a new age, soon everyone will have to say goodbye. =[

Novel

If I were to recommend a novel to my "UNC classmate" I would definitely recommend the Hunger Games.  Its a young-adult science fiction novel and it is definitely worth reading.  Its filled with adventure and unbelievable circumstances that will have you hanging off every page.

The book is about a girl named Katniss who lives in a corrupt world.  There were 13 districts that is mentioned and she lives on district 12, the poorest of them all.  District 13 was actually destroyed after it tried to rebel against the government.  In result of that rebellion, every year an event called the hunger games are held.  Every district is poor except for the capitol.  The hunger games is a way for teens to get some money and food into their district.  Each district then sends in two teens, one boy and one girl to participate in the hunger games which is held in a man-made arena.  Whoever wins the hunger games will win unimaginable riches and will never have to worry about being hungry ever again.  One catch though, you must kill all the other players, including your own district member.

DOESNT THAT SOUNDS AWESOME?!!! i totally am inlove with it and there are three books, i have read the second one and hopefully i get to read the third one soon. It's already out and i'm trying to borrow it from someone but i'm really looking forward to it.