thanksgiving..already???

sheesh time is going by so fast >< the next thing i know i'll be 70 years old walking around with a cane. GAH, its like everythings going by too quickly and i feel that college is closing in on me. hard. and i don't like it. i don't like the idea of leaving everybody here and going off on my own to some big scary college and living by myself =/.  I feel like i'm growing up too fast and theres all these responsibilities that i have to face and talk about getting a job and which college i'm going to and blah blah blah. it sucks, its too much.  I just wanna take a pause and enjoy things for awhile instead of stressing out about everything.  I'm looking forward to the holidays and all (like thanksgiving and christmas) but then its just another indication of how soon it'll be a new year, soon i'll be a new age, soon everyone will have to say goodbye. =[